It doesn't matter,
Nothing matters,
Nobody listens,
So it doesn't matter,
Everything I say,
Everything I express,
Every emotion I have,
Doesn't matter,
I see them every day,
Holding hands,
And then there's me,
Who doesn't matter,
With a hood over my head,
I listen in silence,
To the sound of lonliness,
But I don't matter,
I can't hear my heart beating,
Not fast enough,
And I admit it,
But it doesn't matter,
I'm angry at myself,
I'm sad at myself,
I want to tell people,
But it doesn't matter,
With my earphones in,
I block out the sound,
You can't hear me,
I don't matter anyway,
Lost in thought,
Lost in life,
Lost
It doesn't matter,
Nothing matters,
Nobody listens,
So it doesn't matter,
Everything I say,
Everything I express,
Every emotion I have,
Doesn't matter,
I see them every day,
Holding hands,
And then there's me,
Who doesn't matter,
With a hood over my head,
I listen in silence,
To the sound of lonliness,
But I don't matter,
I can't hear my heart beating,
Not fast enough,
And I admit it,
But it doesn't matter,
I'm angry at myself,
I'm sad at myself,
I want to tell people,
But it doesn't matter,
With my earphones in,
I block out the sound,
You can't hear me,
I don't matter anyway,
Lost in thought,
Lost in life,
Lost
OMAHGAWD GUYS ITS BEEN AGES HOW ARE YOU HOW ARE THE KIDS OH!
I'm sorry it's been ages, I've been super super duper busy with stuff recently with College and stuffs.
I haven't had my laptop so I havent been able to draw, my style has changed since the last time you saw me. However, I'll upload the pencil drawings that I've done later on.
I've been really into Fatal Frame even more so, I still have my Camera Obscura and I really want to cosplay Mio (the new one) but at the moment I don't have a job or money, I will let you know if I get the money for it though. The job I'm going for pay about £500 per month, so that'll get me going.
AAAAAAA
YES! IT'S TRUE!
I have done all my homework and now I dunno what to do, so yeah...not motivated to draw atm but I'll try and pick it up again soon.
But, the good news is I AM GETTING A NEW PHONE!!
An iPhone 4 to be exact, they're fast and not crap like my iPhone 3G.
Yep I'm outdated.
I really NEEDS IT!
Tomorrow, I have my first day of College :///
I am a little nervous but excited at the same time, yesterday, I bought lots of new clothes to set myself a new image. :)
My Japanese classes are also confirmed, I have lessons every Saturday from 1:30 to 3:40
LAWL
Anyway, I'll let you know how it goes.
Also my friend's Japanese exchange students is coming on Saturday, her name is Yukiho. And a friend of Mia's is bringing a boy wit her, his name is Haru.
His name means Spring, it's kinda cute :D